wasted time-what kind of life is this

well one day is gone just like that, i did something useful...practised piano, played bball , and read my work and revised..tmr got piano lesson, seriously i dun feel like going,its boring, and also i want to quit the band and the performance..waste of time....

friday there is thanks giving party by my class...i have no idea at all what i m doing, but i dun think they will tell me, bcoz i know that they hope that i dun join in anything(just like sportsday)...yea dun think i duno....nvm i m leaving after high 2 and i wun talk to them anymore

well is this my life?.......someone tell me......

watched the NBA match. Houston against Warriors. well its great. lol.After watching i need to read my book... i should use my time wisely...i should!

Home....nice name and a nice place,i agree,but i m bored at home, i done all my homework, so what else can i do?. ... one good new though, i am able to do jump shots for my basketball, i always knew i could do it. is this confidence? i duno...but i think i should continues this feeling onto my studies and everything else...mayb it will help me gain more of my confidence.

the sun is bright and strong outside,but inside me, i m dark and weak...the sun symbolizes life...
Well,i guess i m falling too hard into life, and i m falling so hard that i m killing myself...

life is bored, it sucks, mayb i should just kill myself, mayb only in that way i m able to get released from all the pressure and pain that i m in.