I know you Dont like my voice
I know You Dont like my face
and I know You dont like me at all...
BUt You can never change me
Because i m always who i am

I know you know this..
You saw me, trying to change
But you pretend you dont
You just want to hurt me
and leave me desprate

i will show you, who i really is
through fighting you back
i will turned on the radio loud
and scream at you face
I will let you know how it feels to be like me

What it is like to be hurt
To be hated, to live,
under you control,Under you
I had enough, i will stand up now
Because i am sick of all the lies
and i had enough of all the pain

Tonight will be your dying day
Because dying is your latest fashion
And I am telling you
I am not a curse, i aint a Nightmare
I am a HUMAN, I am ALIVE

So look at me now, I will say
I want...
Apology from you
Now i am telling you
how it feels to be like me

And you will regret
for what you;ve done to me
all these years, all the things you done to me
I will give it back to you.

I always lie to myself
telling myself life is good
everything will change
but it seems that nth did
so now, i am changing life
the sin is beautiful outside
on a vast ocean
i make my way into the ocean

sailing far away on my little raft i made
maybe the ocean waves will sink me
and i die,die,die,die,die
but if i m saved,
than i will thank god,
for he let me live

but still i will,cut myself on the wrist
and end this life, because
Everyone wants me to do so
they hope i do