I hate life, and liars

tmr..christmas party, i got performance..choir...o no..feeling very nervous,afraid that i sing out of tune on the stage then everyone laugh at me...i got the present already,can give tme for exchange.lol

just now went to carrefour with my mum, its near my house, sells everthing about christmas..quite nice though..but also i see that there are people selling some small silver fish in a small container..i wonder y is humans so bad to the animals, where is the nice and kind hearted part of human nature...i duno at that moment many thought come to my mind,,i duno what it is like...

tmr christmas party, well maybe its my chance to make some friends,which i hope i do,but i seriously dont know at all...thoughts thoughts and thoughts, that something i can think of now,for tmr,mayb its because i m too nervous about tmr, i duno personally,but still i m feeling much better now from last week,but still now good enough,cause i havent reach my goal yet..many things is waiting for me to acheive....

also i hate liars, i hate when people dun keep their promises,but too bad there r this kind of people on earth. what can i do? because the guy is my piano school principle, should i stand up to him and tell hiim what he promised us?or should i not?i duno i m struggling again to make a decision...

here i want to thanks those person that caere about me, those who take me as a friend..i cant do anything to payback, so i will use my best performance to repay i guess...haha...i duno...but still we will see, about tmr, about other times in life,because i m goin to change life, i m goin to make it go my way......