I cant take this anymore...world economic crises, although i didnt cause it, but i somehow cannot not care about it...i see it daily, shops closing down around me, people robbing and stealing for money...this world....is finished......2008, nice number...but many thing happened...si chun earth quake...economic crises....middle east war....Obama as president...so many thing...i duno y i have to care,but i just have the intensity to....MAYb because of IB...i guess....Be a global student...i really want to to GYLC, but i cant..parents dun allow....y/.....nvm....good luck to those who got invited by OBAMA to his ceremony......i see it on the streets, i read it in the news. this world...the BLue planet, out homeland...is getting worse and worse, who on earth can do something? i somehow needs to care, because i cant stand seeing beggers on the street, i always help...but i cant help all...i cried when i see all those things...bcoz i cant help...i can only watch them........so many people today on the streets selling stuff, and no body buys...i saw the expression on their faces...sad....sorrowful?...i cant decribe it....i wanted to help them,but how? i m waiting for 2009,mayb things will get better...we all hope,but mayb this crises will continue until 2012 or even longer? i m not sure...but if everyone can keep an eye on the enviroment, we will see the things happening around us....but all these crises and whatever shit comes from one word, one thing which humans invented. MONEY. this thing circulates around the world,causing everything, now ,before, in the future....mayb the 1920 great depression is better than this, 1998 asia fincial crises...crises here and there....people losing their jobs on the street, while rich are driving big SUVs, isnt life unfair...what do u think? i can make another song for this....

I walked out of my house
see people beggin on the streets
for food, money...
but some people will just walk by....
not caring at all...but plz imagine...
if that was you...put urself in that guys shoes.......

i see the same damn thing everyday....
Trying my best to help.......
i cried...because life is unfair....
because people has no love....
money, our first pirority...
dominates our life...
we love money too much...

but if everyone will to lend a hand...
the world will be a much better place
all we have to do
is play our part as a global citizen...
do what we can...to help this dying world....

i see shops closing down...
people losing jobs...
i see war, i see need...
i see pain and sorrowful...
i see stavation and help...
but i can see no hope at all...

you walked onto the streets...
walk ur way through a tiny street...
seeing sad looks on people face...
implying to you that there is no hope at all...
whats ur feeling?...

kids are staving, while rich are enjoying...
poors are saving,but rich are spending...
poors are crying,but rich are smiling...
poors are begging,but rich are wasting...

i am crying,cause no one is helping...
lend a hand...
do our part...
and the once blue and peaceful world will be back...

Last Day of 2008-Reflection

last day of 2008 will end in one hour. then a brand new year will come for me...i guess i m doing fine in life,but new year means new start...failed piano exam,mayb the worse news of the end of 2008. i just cant believe it...nvm....school, i m afraid i will fail exams again....i dun think i m the kind of person that can face exam pressures, because everytime i went into the exam room, i know i will blankout and forgewt everything i have learned. i m not sure how i feel now...its hard to tell, the last blog, wrote as poem, i dun feel like doing it today,mayb some other times...but still i guess i can write something to symbolises my life this whole year...

Everyone is waiting, for the moment to come.....
Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off screwing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another Guy
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together
And Now I Am Telling You
I Am Sick OF this LIES
Your LIES...
So Stop telling me you NEED ME
Because i know you dont....

This is what love cause
Hatred and the death of me
when i am dead, you can find someone else
Who you really want
Love...I have being through it
And i Failed....
So I hate it...

Now the Winter Night is cold...
Once again....I Recall....
What I have done this year....
Here i am Apologising....
but is it too late?..
guess it is...
and i cant seem to believe that you have ever cared for me...

i know everything....
And now...this conversation is over....
So take everything away from me..
Slient ''Angel''...

I should just walk away...
Alone... and leave this world behind me...
Since there is Nothing more for me to stay behind...
I will remember the times we have shared...
we had the "happiness" together
And now thank You High 1 for the ''FriendShip"
Because you can have it back.......