I duno

yea, alright i got scolded like shit from my dad, just because i scratch my mums car with my bike. That was an accident, i didnt mean to do it on purpose,plus i dun feel good too, making that mark there...i cant believe what my dad said to me, he said:"Youre 16, and u r acting like 1 or 2 years old little child, the older u get, the more stupid u r, u know how precious the car is, how can u do that..i m very disapoinnted at u, i dun have such a stupid son like u."fine tats ok to me, cause he always said that to me, and i know i m careless,but i m trying to learn..everyone makes mistakes and they learn from it. second thing, for my band, Jimmys mum wants to come and watch live performance,but out mangement dun allow, so i went to the mangement with jimmy and said its not fair, yea i was complaining, and my dad shouted at me, guess what he said:"they give u a chance to perform, because they didnt look down on u, do u think u guys r really that good, Who do u think u guys r?!.still have the pride to call urself a BAND,people call u a band bcoz they respect u, if it wasnt ur mum who organises the music part, u guys cant even get to perform, so if u want to perform, u go, or ask ur friends to FUCK off, we dun need them here." thats unfair,why,cause he insulted my friends...it is unfair...

My dad always told me, to do things carefully, and also talk to people in a nice way,but how about him, he always lose his things, and he is careless, so y cant i be careless for once? yea i know it hurts when a new car is being damaged, but when i dad buys a brand new SET OF GOLF clubs, dont he feel hurt spending that much money?

In all these case i being through, its always releated to money, y is people always stuck with money, is money so important? yea it is, somehow, we can buything with money, but if money is not being invented, nothing will have happened, no pain, no hurt, no nothing....

I hate my dad, Y r all parents like that?I actually cried for the first time, very hard, because i cant stand this anymore, also i talked back to my dad for the very first time, i dun want to live under his control anymore,mayb this is the life of a eastern child in a eastern family....y is my life so bad......

Thinking about what my dad said, mayb we aint really a band, i am not critisizing, but i dun think we r good enough, we dun have movements, because those guys dun dare to move,so our band is like dead, and stiff, and i m quiting cause i want a better band...sersiously...we should do something, or i aint performing for the school expo...i dun wana embrasse myself, and JIMMY, i guess u can stop dreaming about ur dream of becoming famous, because we wun