What the f

WTf man, i failed math like shit, ok this is damn damn bad. there is 3 questions that i should get correct, chem i improved,but still bad enough, i wonder if i can make it into uni, i think i m getting 4s for phy chem and math at the overall, that makes 12 marks, and i need 10 more, so i was hopingon chinese to get 7 which is 19, and ela is 4 whcih is 23(GOT IB) and business mayb 6, that 29. which is one mark away from my aim, and thats seriously bad out of 45, i mean, our skl is not good enough personally. PTC in one week, guess i know what kind of commands i will get. i am ready to be screwed, everytime of this year, is my worse time, but i usually get better after that, which i hope i do. my SAT, thats the thing, together with skl, its getting on my nerves, shit man, i can take this anymore. THIS YEAR IS A DISASTER. i want to die leh, finish it up, go to heaven...wa lao......i cant stand presure anymore, anyways i cant get anything right, anything to go, so what for living on?but still i tried, but i believe i found the right method of studying, so mayb it will make me improve will it?

SOMEONE TELL ME?
this life is never what i expected