Mayb the happiest thing for me this life is to be with my band members, because only when i am with them, i feel relieve, and happy, all the pressure is gone when i am with them, but i cant do band anymore, which i want to, everyone wants to, but i had to prepare for SAT. and is UMASS really a bad university? yea of course it is not as good as NUS, but at least i have a uni to go, i dun wana go NUS, because i dun feel like mgoing