Aug 13, 2009

random```

joined the SAT tution class since august 4th, i feel that i m getting better at everything, math, essay, reading, grammer...alright this sounds cool,haha but i didnt do skl work...well thats okay, i can do it after school reopens.:D

well, talked with flo on phone almost everyday, do i like her or something?????????? in actual fact, i do not know too,i do not have any idea too...i think i do....sometimes i think i dont....i m not gay....like what others say....well 2 weeks ago, hurt my toe now is better though... its good, cause i can play ball again.

well my class is good(SAT), those guys r gun, espically CP and Luo xu yang. haha they r fun people, the teachers r good too, its the kind of atmosphere i like.....fun... for once i felt happy in life...haha...

what my next aim, i heard some people went to indianan university, its not good?? i m not sure too, but i wana go into a university, i dont really care what it is, all i need is a degree.......cause i know i suck....if i could score 2000 above, i surely throw a party to everyone....only in my SAT class, because for anyone who see this blog someday in the future...i want u all to know, i never liked u all(MY SCHOOL PEOPLE some though).

this life is not what i expected, i am having mixed, mayb to me, flo is just another one of my mistakes......sign..... i m tired, really tired,,......tell me..what to do next...who understand..........who.....

APATHY+AGONY=?

Aug 2, 2009

my life means nth without u

angela,,...i know u saw it, i know u saw what i write on ur wall. but i duno whats between u and me, ifu dun like me, u tell me, no point hiding....u know i have always liked u, i didnt catch the message, its my bad,,,i m sry, i just wana tell u , i need u in my life, my life sucks without u....just come back to me, will u???

i have no clue and direction in life now,,,someone help....
when u turned and walked away, do u know how i feel?apathy is the only word i could think of right now towards you. your "love" for me////.....i never asked u for the world, i only wanted a word from u
now, its all gone,,u and i, never make it....if thats the case, i guess i am backing down for you, but i just want u to know, that, u r always there in my heart, and no one can take that space from you...i will be back.. ange;a. i will, with a band, writng a song for you.....and at that time....u shall see who i really am........just 3 words for you right now....i miss you