Fate Outside these doors
Of masques and martyrs aid the loveless
The sin was beautiful
Blank empire closed,the eyes of heaven shine a
smoke screen, a voice
the sound was kissed and sold
Best regards to the fashion corpse of grey
It thins the shallow blood in me

A century of open arms that shield the light
This battle scar is healing
Cast all the pain to the tourniquet that binds me
I fell in love with an Angel, a heart that isn't cold
Say goodnight, we are dying, just hold on
Bless these shadows and tested everyone
They can't steal our love tonight.

This song, what does it imply, pesonally i do not know...i wish i had a laptop for christmas, i also wished for a new ipod or handphone...i guess everyone in my class got a Christmas present..i didnt dare to tell my Christmas wishes to my parents, because its unreliable....and they wun buy me one. they will say, use ur results to change for it, or its economic crises, y cant they just say NO direction, y does everyone has or likes to speak in circles...y cant they be straight forward...yea today choir, sing siren, i m offtune, no big deal, no need to laugh, i still can be the best though, i didnt know i could sing saprano...but i dun like, i wana go tenor, but i had already being singing bass for so long, i m not like jeff, he has a deeper voice, he is sutiable for bass, but i m not, so everytime i sing bass i need to strech myself to do it.......

WHY is it so tiring to lead a good life....Y?i duno what kind of person i m now....today TOK talks about some sexist problem against girls in a book....i used to disagree, but today i felt nothing..which i dont know y, mayb i m really becomin emotionless...but thats good too, so that i dun feel anything anymore at any moment....for my performance,,,i hope to invite some teachers to come and watch...i hope that they do come actually......