jimmy talked to me about the band. seriously, i dun reali care now, sometimes i wonder y i aint born in western countries, as in live there. if id live there, maybe i wun have to be under so much pressure now, yea of course, i wun meet so much friends. i just dun know, i wanted to be a teacher when i grew up, or a doctor, or...but most important thing is, i have to enter a university first, if i dun enter university, the rest is all bullshit. have to start working now, i guess, i must. and for this band, maybe i focus on it again after may second after my sat test, and i hope i score well. very well. life is getter harder and harder day by day, yea i am high one, and i know the reponsibility on me, personally. these few days, i did SAT, and i also read sophie world, and the outsider, i learned many new thing through books, and also many ways of writing, so reading actually helps. language may be facinating to one, but i was wondering, even if my english is not good, but lets say i cant speak it at all, whats the big deal, everyone learns. i just want a good and peaceful life. i just want everything to turn out right, and i can go into university, and i hope i dun fail IB........