Jan 9, 2009

Life is Not A Waiting Room

Life is not waiting room, there is a lot of things i cant wait anymore, example like studying for university, i am doing it now, and also improving on my basketball and my piano skills. i didnt said i wanted to be professional on piano and basketball, but those things might help me one day, who knows?i have no more time, my IA is here, and test and homework at the same time, now i know what High school is like, it never ends.......but in reliaty it will...university...sounds scary to me, i need to do VERY WELL for my IA, it will help me for my marks at the end...so cant screw up, math IA, HARD. Life is not a waiting room, sometimes, we have to work first, we cant just sit there and wait, but this is not really true too, some things we can also wait, or we can choose not to have it, what is something a living room dun have? BED! which means love relationship, which is something not important to me.....i dun mind seriously, because i have described it before. Tension is building in me, steadily, everyone moving away from me, i feel heavy forces forcing their way out of me, i cant hold it on anymore, cause i swear, i wun wait anymore, i wun wait for things for change, i will change it before anything or anyone does anything. 3 tests in 2 weeks, it this what i waited for no, plus and IA, in 3 weeks, so manythings,thats sounds hard, but i m ok for business i guess, and i aint screwing for math and chem again, or i am really gona killl myself, i guess everyone knows what marks i got, i want to prove to the world, i aint the worst, and i am gona open the university gate that is closing........

TO BE CONTINUTED>>.....

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