me, i am sick of everybody else, the girl she has a BF, so means i am hopeless, somehow,...nvm...i am always being a failure on relationship cases, and now its also not the right time to get one.....i m sick of this life, sick of this town, sick of everyone around me,,,i am under too much pressure, from skl from home from SAT. and i am having a math test on the day of my 17th birthday, and this SAT i have a SAT test...very bad instead....who can understand, in skl, i am not being seen as appearing, they will only play with me during basketball, and since thats the case, i have nothing to worry about, and actually focus on my studies, because jeff is right, result is what get us into a good university, and a good furture..... so i need good results.

So i have to start working hard towars my aim now, and also i am gaining self confidence, bit by bit, i duno who help me ,but someone did, or is it myself, me i think this life is ruined at this stage of time, and i can do nothing, but watch it fade away....i really hope i will recieve some regconition in skl, from people...........

to be continued