tmr, i am taking a SAT Diagnostic test, in huai hai road. well its the second time that i am actually taking it. The first time i took it, i got 1100. which is VERY bad. But this time, i am going to get higher, because i have practised for a long time, this time maybe i will hit the 1600 barrier, well thats not good too, but i hope i get 1800. From today onwards, i am going to be very busy, need to prepare for SAT, its in 87 days. I might be also retaking grade 8 ABRSM, and i wun fail the second time, because i have the right sounds for the notes, as i have tuned my piano already. I am not sure if i hate my dad for screaming at me for the car, but this few days, that image always appear in my mind, everything i said and did, in school and at home, i duno what cause it to flash back, but i know that there is something going on inside me.

i got this SAt book, which teaches me how to score 2400 for the SAT, which i hope i can do it. I learned two new sayings.

1. NO PAIN NO GAIN
2. PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT.
This two saying are really true, and it really works. My friends Jeff, and my brother sunny, they are all SCS, why cant i be one then, no one bothers to inform me, it doesnt matter, in school , i will just be who i am, what i always do, i will do it..
but i hate this life, i hate it really much, this year 2009 and 2008 and 2007 are disasters for me, because i have being through so much, and no one can share, i keep it within myself, and one day , i will express it out as songs................