i duno, SAT is in may second, its fast i have like only a month left, need to work harder, and RFC, its driving me nuts, too much things, how am i going to compromise with all those things i m facing, who understands?

At least i dont, i dont think i can take this anymore,....i dun even think i can get a good score on the SAT, no point lying to myself, and i said i wun let micheal down, i will try, but if i do, sry then man, i tried, many thing i think icant do.

and i aint gay, but i m not that kind of evil person, although i say somethings, but i never mean it, and of course, i never do those things,

life sucks, and i m sry janice, i didnt tell u , u were out of the band, its not my intension, its jimmys idea, i m sry for everything i have done, i m sry sry sry sry sry sry sry.....how am i feeling now, the truth is, i have no idea too, i lost direction in life, and i dun think i can ever find it, its so wrong, everything is so wrong here.

its very very wrong......