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Life is Always the same

Another night going by
I am still staring at the ceiling
I can hear myself crying
For things that have passed long ago

Will this ever end
Will this life mean something again
If I had my way
I will shout it out and say

This is not the life I wanted
All I want is recognition
Loves not enough when we say it
Don’t we know we have to mean it

I am screwing my life forever
There is always nothing better

Another night goes by and,
Still feel the same way before
Can anyone help me out
Because I am dying right here

I wana cut my wrists
And end this painful life
What the point of living
When nothing works out right

This is not the life I wanted
All I want is recognition
Loves not enough when we say it
Don’t we know we have to mean it?

Now I am feeling much better
But I hope life will be better
This is something out there for me
And now I am reaching for it

A Lonely Birthday

I feel hot outside
But inside I m feeling cold
My bloods freezing, and my veins are contracting
Never felt so lonely on this night before

I always wished someone special was there for me
Here with me, on my birthday…..
I recalled the times we used to have
The time we spent together looking at the stars
Talking about our lives

Here it goes again, I am crying again
Its too much left for me
I try to get over it, but I cant
I cant forget the times we had
The things we did
The scene when I hold your hand and lit the cake
The times when we first kissed…..

But now I am all alone, on my birthday
And you are out there with someone
Someone……
We used to be friends, you seem so near, but so far away
The pain inside me, I still feel, when you turned and walked away
You left my life in a mess, I cant do anything now

What’s the point of living, without you beside me…
My life is empty, without your laughter repeating beside me
But now I say

Here it goes again, I am crying again
Its too much left for me
I try to get over it, but I cant
I cant forget the times we had
The things we did
The scene when I hold your hand and lit the cake
The times when we first kissed…..

And now it’s all over, and I have only a few words for you

You left me here bleeding, when I die, you shall cry…..