Life

my mums right, jimmy band is wasting so much of my time. i did very little work during these 3 days, and therefore i m quitting after this performance i am.
i aint performing for school expo, i dun need to....

alright i did math today, needa practise more piano, SAT also important, but most of all is my school results, i can be having 3s and 2 for my final IB at least 5s. thats my aim, i hope i can make it, maybe even better, so i have to work now, one year left...time flys really fast.... sign....well i m like the oldest in the band, so....sign agin...

no choice , got to work now, yea first place is work, and reaults, the rest is not important... so i need to study.....

yea december 24th today,my mum bd tmr my sis bd. haha coinidence.lol well its christmas eve, another year passed all of a sudden, i m thinking of the past again, all i want is apologises, from everyone....but christmas, i duno what i want,mayb nth for this year, i guess....its not important.

world economic crises,when will it end?i duno,but its already many people, and i see it around me....everybody is affected, in either ways...yea it begins...i mean i cant do anything,but i hope the world will do something,bcoz i dun wana live in such a world, a BLACK AND SORROWFUL world, with a PAINFUL life....life apologises, the title of my blog, that is all im hoping for....but i thiink i cant acheive it....i never can.....

sometimes i hate life,i seriously do, y am i born as a guy, why do i have so much responsibilities on me?y...................