holiday

one week of holiday is gone...today is friday...time flys really fast,recalling what i did this whole week, not much things, i regret, for not using my time wisely...this is gay...band....very gay....we do 3 songs...but nothing can be done each time. because its either one person cant get the things done....
I m looking at the dark night sky
keep pretending the sun will not rise
i hope life and time stops at this moment
so that i can never move on,
and never moving on will have less bad memories...
part of the song i made, i duno what it is life...mayb this will help me out...me drummer and pianist for band...i seriously feel like dying...dun wana live anymore...i m tired...i want to sleep and never wake up.....
but i have responsibilities on me, so if i just turn and walk away like this, am i being too irresponsible? i think i m,...but i feel pressure, mayb of exams, i hope our skl can give more hw to us, or to me,..i want pressure,because it will make me forgot the past, and make me move on...towards my aim.....my goal....