School life

damn. exam coming soon, after christmas. That is bad, i just had my math test today, i think i can pass, i dont know,i hope. school sucks, everyone goes against me. WTF have i done? i duno but why everyone hates me...!!!!well i had a english essay to write, work work work. not i m complaining but its the truth. high school is alot of work.

well in school life isnt that good too. there are always some people that wanted to go against me(people like jin en and Mirabelle). yea that bastared and that bitch, i dun mean to scold them or anything,but i reali dun like it. sometimes i know its against me everyone in class even joshua and wilson! yea i dun wana fight, y what the useof fighting back when nth is goin to change. 我惹不起我躲的起. yea so i say plz stop. yea u can say i suck at piano basketball or whatso ever, seriously i dun give a damn. sometimes i seems weak,but i m not, i will stand up to u one day i will i swear.

i had alot of pain in me, i duno how to express it,mayb using a blade and cut myself works, well it does. but i seriously hope someone will understand me. i dun need the whole class to accept me, but i want at least recognition. al i want is a smile or maybe a 'HI' or "Thankyou".thats all i m hoping for..........